…nothing big… I just want to tell you, that you believe you understand Satanism, which you don’t… You believe you have used the term “Satanist” correctly in your comment, which you didn’t… and by now you probably believe I am a satanist, which I’m not, though I DO believe it makes more sense than any religion out there and I DO believe it is smarter that any religion out there by the words from THIS man, who is not a satanist… he brings about many points that you WILL understand… I don’t know if you will come back to this website to click this URL… maybe you will and you will stop being so gullible by believing everything you hear from others who are probably idiots who most likely did not show you proper evidence of their claims or probably had no evidence AT ALL, or did have evidence, but assumed something hysterical… or least likely, were telling the truth…

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H62xnctm4X0&feature=related

so you just check that out… anyone else who pour all of their hopes into religions that are based on striking fear into their SOULS, watch that also…. you might learn something and change your mind… i’m going to stop so i don’t babble on and on… these aren’t symptoms of anything either… neither is posting comments with constant pauses of 3 periods “…”

There is no such thing as “Indigo Children.” These are just individuals who are bored with ordinary life and want to feel special. Or else they have an undue sense of entitlement thanks to parents who have an arrogant need to feel their children are superior to other people’s. Grow up and get over yourselves. No one else thinks you’re special–just tedious and self-absorbed.

However, I am sick with a sinus infection and took some ibuprofen before I fell asleep…don’t know if that had an effect on things….’

Also…I don’t think I have all that bad of spelling ( I use Fire Fox with a built in spell check). This exact post I’m about to post has no “red lines.”

But irregardless, I usually post when I’m very tired anyway so I’m not gonna have the greatest spelling / grammar. This is probably true for others.

Just out of curiosity, how did someone such as yourself run into this site? Are you interested in this subject matter? If not, why bother?

Also, this will probably be my last post. I haven’t done a complete reformat in a while and I’m gonna lose all my bookmarks once I do. I don’t really feel like taking the time to copy them, and since this thread moves at a snail’s pace I don’t see the point. (I’m not all that helpful anyway).

Anyway, glad to hear my original post was helpful to some, and hope I haven’t said too much about myself.

ADIOS

I won’t go into those stories here because this is probably not the best place for that sort of thing….

Lets just say from as young as I can remember (2 to 3′ish?) till around 13 I had off and on “attacks” from entities if you will. My parents thought I was under “demonic attack” (their interpretation since they were (and still are) quite religious Christians).

Since then I’ve learned enough to know it may have been something else, but it was QUITE real, and QUITE frightening. (Often times this would happen when I was fully awake).

At any rate, I’m adding this because I’m a perfectionist of sorts, and didn’t feel right about saying I’ve never had any kind of spiritual (or whatever) experience, when in fact I’ve seen things (as a child) that were most definitely not physical.

For some reason around adolescence my “sight” went away…

I will add this though I don’t know if anyone will read it…

I don’t know if I am an Indigo for sure or not ( a fact I eluded to in my original post), but if I am, then what is missing from the equation is real abilities. I have always been an intuitive person, but I don’t have any real psychic abilities (though I have always thought I SHOULD, as if I’m waiting to have them unlock).

As an adult, I’ve studied everything paranormal / religious / spiritual you can imagine, and know a great deal about every subject. Yet I have still not had any tangible results.

I must admit my lifestyle swings from moderately good, to just plain bad, and this is probably having a negative effect on my “potential”.

Still, I’ve spent a lot of time meditating and trying to have a “break through” which never seems to come.

The closest thing I’ve had to a real spiritual experience is some CRAZY dreams. My dreams often are quite vivid and complex, and many times are full of symbolism and hidden meanings. When I have dreams like this, I know something important happened or that I was meant to learn something….but that’s about it.

(The most dramatic example I can put here quickly was a dream about some incredibly powerful entity sitting on a throne discussing to another entity how they were going to change how they interacted with humanity (like a new kind of governing system or something) (this was about 2 years ago now)).

I might be saying too much here, but my purpose in writing this is two fold:

1) If I can’t actually do anything tangibly psychic, does that make me something OTHER than an indigo?

2) I’ve long searched for answers, if someone has a link or some way of learning more about this sort of thing, I’d be grateful for the info.

PS: If you guys haven’t heard of it, I strongly suggest you look into a radio show called Coast to Coast AM. Its a show that covers just about every topic imaginable. I got hooked on it while working nights about 5 years ago.

They will often have guests on that cover these kinds of topics (in fact they had a show once dedicated to this very topic).

Here’s their website:
http://www.coasttocoastam.com